torturing?? not really.. fun?? perhaps..

Went for the interview today..
how was it?? erm.. not good..
okay.. let me start from the begining..
at first, the interviewers asked us to introduce ourselves..
we were divided into a group of five..
then, they gave us two topics to discuss..
one in malay and the other one in english..
the first topic was about obesity, the causes, the consequences, the steps to overcome and so on..
well, i couldn't really speak well in english so i think i did quite bad..
the second topic is about the importance of teaching science and maths in english..
this was the part which i couldn't even think of a point to elaborate since all the points were already given by the other candidates..
so, when it reached my turn, i said something really stupid..

interviewer: what do you think about that?? do you agree or disagree with it??

me: i think those subjects should be taught in english especially maths. for instance, if maths is taught in malay, when it comes to memorising the multiplication thing, the "suku kata" will be much more than the english's.. so 45x75=3375 will be like "empat puluh lima kali tujuh puluh lima sama dengan tiga ribu tiga ratus tujuh puluh lima" but in english, it'll only be "forty five times seventy five equals to three thousand three hundred and seventy five"

quite stupid though.. but no choice.. i couldn't think of any other points that time..
well.. although i answered those questions really foolishly, i've learnt a new experience..
(since i haven't been to an interview before)
besides, i've also made new friends and chatted with them before the interview..
so, i could hardly feel the nervousness and the adrenaline rushing in my veins as i thought i would the night before..
for those people who've done their interviews.. CHEERS~ u've completed a rather exciting task..
for those who haven't, GOOD LUCK~

Finally!

I've been waiting for this album since last year!
finally i got it! *screams*
the songs are as nice as before.. (as i've already expected)
spent the whole afternoon listening to the songs in the album till i forgot about the interview thing..
haiz.. nevermind..
no matter how bad i'd perform during the interview, i'll just treat it as a new experience..
well, at least i'm happy now for i already have jolin's latest album with me in my hands~
:)

Oops i did it again!

Went to have my meal in McD today..
since the traffic was busy,
i waited in McD for about 1 hour or more till the traffic was less busy..
without realising that it was almost 8, i forgot to turn on the headlights of my car..
AGAIN!
then when i was driving, a motorcyclist honked me..
being tolerable, i swiftly moved a bit to the right to make way for him..
however, he honked me again..
this time, he was already in front of me..
then i was like.. what the heck do you want again?!
when i was about to reach home, only did i realise that i didn't turn on the light!
gosh! can't believe i did that mistake again!
haiz..

wait, wait and WAIT!

Went to midlands today as popular was having a clearance sale there..
reached there around 4 p.m. and the crowd was like.. ENORMOUS!
haiz.. couldn't even squeeze through the crowd ler..
and the queue.. haiz.. i think it would take up to THREE HOURS till it reaches our turn.. *sigh*
so.. i just went back without buying anything.. *sobx*
at night, about 9 p.m., i went there again hoping that it would be less crowded..
unfortunately, the crowd was just the same..
however, i've already decided to buy at least A THING since the discount was like up to 90%!!
[ONE AND A HALF HOURS LATER]...
finally it reached our turn to pay..
bought lots and lots of books and albums and guess what?
they only cost hundred over ringgit..
so i think it's quite worth it to wait for the queue.. hahax~

My craps..

Whoa.. it's already been a week since i last updated this blog..
okay.. what should i type anyway??
let me start from monday..

Monday. Tuesday-nothing much happened so skip..

Wednesday-nothing much happened as well.. just went to the mini market to get a couple of magazines and some tidbits.. ohya! i've also finally gained the courage to drive my manual car on the road.. yup, it's a MANUAL car! *screams*
P.S. : i still havta improve on my parking skills.. (>.<)

Thursday-went to redbox at gurney. The purpose? A lot.. so i might just skip it. Late in the evening, together with my cousins, we went to Eve (owned by our ex-neighbour) to buy our younger cousin a birthday cake.. we met our neighbour and she couldn't recognize me at first.. then i told her who i was and finally she remembered.. and guess what? she said i got THINNER.. did i hear anything wrong?? nopx! she said i got THINNER! at first i was quite surprised and delighted.. but she continued saying.. "well, remember the last time i saw you, you were still in your primary school.. that time, you were even fatter than you are right now".. *speechless*
okay, back to the redbox thing.. erm.. after we reached there, we registered at the counter.. near the counter, there was a mirror.. i looked into the mirror unintentionally and gosh! only did i realise my hair was such a mess! swiftly, i went back to the car in search of a comb just to tidy up my hair.. haiz.. i'd better get a haircut soon cause the previous haircut was like a few centuries ago..
after getting into the room, we started selecting songs and singing while we were waiting for the others to arrive..
later on, i suddenly thought of jolin's album so i hurriedly went to the CDshop to pre-order her latest album.. and the gifts for the early birds were a huge poster, a mini torchlight, a mouse pad and.. NOTHING else.. what?! that's all?? what about the t-shirt designed by jolin and the photo albums as those who pre-ordered the albums will get in Taiwan?? haiz.. but nevermind, i just couldn't wait for the album to be released here..
back in the room, when most of our family members had arrived, we started singing like INSANE.. especially when we did the "hey hey you you" part as in the song "girlfriend" by avril.. we were screaming like a bunch of monkeys or perhaps mad people would be a better description.. luckily those mid-aged adults were in the other room or else i think their ear drums wouldn't be able to bear the screams and vibrations..

Friday-lost my voice.. sobxx.. so i went to get some strepsils to soothe the pain caused by the screaming last night..

Saturday-went to get my haircut and it looked as messy as before..
(-_-")

Sunday-went to have my breakfast or should i say lunch in QB.. we had some bak kut teh and i just couldn't stop myself from eating.. then we bought some cakes and breads home and the same thing happened.. so i guess i'll gain a few more kilograms a few days later..
*sigh*

I can feel the pain..

Went to a temple with my family today..
just as i stepped into the temple, i was nearly drowned by the crowd there!
Whoa! you won't believe me if you don't see it with your naked eyes..
the crowd was not only big.. it was HUMONGOUS!
you would need to squeeze through the crowd whenever you wanna make your step..
i was nearly suffocated by the huge throng of people there..
worse still, the smoke really caused me a great deal of pain in my eyes..
tears kept welling up my eyes because of the heavy smoke..
this in turn kept me rubbing my eyes all the time till i finished doing my prayers..
after that, we went back into the car.. heading home..
however, my eyes were still really painful so i tried to find a mirror to find out what was causing me the ache..
when i looked at it in the mirror, only did i realise that both of my eyes were swollen like.. i don't know.. perhaps a meatball would be a fine description..

Can you see the crowd?!

Unattempted experiences..

Since i'm not very sure of what to study yet, i went to some colleges to get some information regarding A-levels today..
from what i've been told, to do the A-levels, the minimum amount of $$ needed is RM15,000..
those who get 10A1s and above can apply for the scholarships..
some colleges offer a 40% off for the tuition fees while the others provide free tuition fees for 2 semesters..
which means i'd only get to pay an amount of less than 10k to complete the A-levels..
regardless of the 11 months or 18 months' programme..
however, after completing the A-levels, i won't have the opportunity to apply for public universities.. which means i'd need to study either in local private universities or overseas..
that means i'd need to spend an amount of at least a few 100k to finish the courses taken.. Gosh! that would surely be a heavy burden.. *sobx*
though there's something called scholarships.. but.. who'd know whether or not i'll get the scholarships?? if i'm not one of the lucky ones, what should i do next?? *sigh*
so i think i'll take up form 6 though it's really tough and it'll consume quite a long duration to finish the course..
Well, if we look at it in another perspective, we can learn more in form 6 right?? and it'll make us more well prepared in the university life right??
After the enquiries, together with my mum, i attended a traditional wedding of my mum's colleague.. she's a malay and most of them eat by using their hands..
so, there's a teapot placed on the table for the guests to wash their hands after feasting on the delicacy..
well, i think for most of them who never attend any traditional malay wedding before would surely mistakenly think that the teapot is filled with tea or drinks instead of tap water..
luckily i saw the method the other guests used the teapot.. or else, i'd surely get the wrong idea and make the others burst out in laughter..*phew*
On the way home, i reached a road in which it's side was fully occupied by vehicles.. worse still, the gradient is really steep.. that's why i dared not drive too slowly just to prevent the engine from going off..
unexpectedly, a quite aged man was standing beside one of the vehicles.. a car comming from the opposite side just made the condition worse..
my mind was really blank that time as the road wouldn't be able to fit two cars at a time.. so i quickly speeded up my car in order to make way for the car in front of me..
however, i didn't manage to avoid the man and my side view mirror knocked his arm.. i was really in shock and adrenaline was rushing in my veins..
then, i quickly turned my head back and showed my apology to him.. luckily he was alright and didn't fall down or break his arms.. *phew*
back home, i was "screwed" by my mum and i bet she won't let me drive the car anymore.. but nevermind.. at least no one was hurt because of me.. hahax! :)
okay.. i can't bear the eagerness to pee anymore..
gotta go.. bye!
*rushing to the toilet*

Satisfied..

Gosh! am i dreaming?? am i??
Can't believe i did really well for my SPM.. so so so surprised! *screams*
But too bad i got a B3 for my EST.
To be honest, i didn't expect to get a B3 for my EST..
in fact, i thought i'd score in that subject and do badly for my chinese, BM and 1119 instead..
but they turned out to be A1s.. it's such a miracle..
Well.. i'm very satisfied with my results.. though i was a bit disappointed with the EST at first.. but the results for BC, BM, n 1119 english really make me feel like.. on top of the world!
Okay.. let me tell you something very funny..
that day, after we had received our result slips, the reporters asked us to take photos together.. then we started lining up in a row and showed our result slips to the camera.. however, the reporters said that it's not creative to pose like that.. so they asked us to act like we're looking at each other's results.. so we did as we were told.. then i started discussing the results wif SY n YE..
"Eh, how come you get a B for this subject?? i thought you did quite well in that subject in school?" "Yalor.. i didn't expect to get a B for this subject.. i thought i'd get a B for the other subject instead.." "Weird huh?" "Yaya" "So what do you think of that subject?" "Well, i think.."..
Suddenly, one of the reporters interrupted our conversation..
"Well, are y'all from the drama club?? i have to admit that y'all acted really well.." he said.
*speechless*
"What?? Acting?? Are you kidding me?? We're really having a discussion okay.."
"Oh.. haha.. i thought that y'all are just acting just now.."
*sweat*
Well, it's my turn to admit that the guy has a great sense of humour this time..

Now, it's time for me to decide on what to study.. but i'm still not very clear of what i wanna study and what to be in the future yet.. sobxx.. hopefully i will have a clear direction soon..
Gotta go to have my meal now.. tatax..

What a day..

I'm so exhausted now..
my weight keeps on increasing day by day.. *sobx*
i'm sure those who know me realise that right?
Haiz.. i tried cutting down on my diet but it only seemed to maintain my weight rather than decreasing it.. *sigh*
From last month onwards, i tried heading for the gym for at least 30 minutes per day for doing the treadmill thing but unfortunately, it only lasted for a week.. how pathetic..
So i started the routine again today..
and believe it or not, i got really tired and started feeling dizzy after only 10 minutes!Gosh! i'm so surprised that my stamina got so weak after only a few week's time! *sigh*
Looks like i'm gonna start doing that constantly from today onwards..
hopefully it won't last too fast.. kekex..
After that, i went practicing driving.. AGAIN.. hahax..
the main reason was because of the rain..
Well, i haven't really tried driving on the road in the rain before so it was a good oportunity for me to learn driving in the rain..
it was quite scary (don't forget that i'm still a FRESHY) since i couldn't really get a clear view of the condition of the road.. and i banged on the pavement! how embarrassing!
that was not the end of the story yet..
i even scratched the paint off a bus's body with the side view mirror of the car! *oops!*
fortunately the driver didn't notice that.. lucky me.. kekex..
but that was not the worst thing..
what made the condition worse were the two cowardly passengers of mine-my sis and my cousin..
no matter what happened, they just kept on screaming..
even when i was just turning the steering.. can you believe that?
Haiz.. Okay.. let's talk about SPM now..
my hands are trembling as i'm typing the word S-P-M..
the result will be released after about 13 hours from now..
my heart started pumping fast.. butterflies in my stomach..
i guess i will suffer from insomnia again tonight.. *sobx*
so i think i'm gonna go exercising now so as to get some sleep tonight..
bye for now~

Nervous..

Since i just passed the driving test recently
(though it's already been almost a month now)..
i havta get more practice so as to drive more SKILLFULLY next time..
(sounds kindna stupid rite? but no choice.. i'm still a FRESHY in driving).
Just as i went into the car, i did all those steps which i was supposed to do.
Then it came to starting the engine..
Brrrng! Well, the engine went dead..
"Okay, nevermind" i thought..
then i started the engine again.. and guess what? it went dead...AGAIN!
(Well, what do you expect from a 20 year-old car??)
K fine! i started it hard for the third time and it finally worked!
Later on, everything went fine until i reached a very steep slope..
"Okay.. stay cool.. just change it to the first gear (since the car is quite aged).." i thought.
However, the gear didn't get into position.. *adrenaline rushing*
"Gosh! what to do?? what to do??" i mumbled as my mind was totally conquered by the nervousness..
then, i quickly stepped on the clutch and tried it again.. luckily it worked!
PHEW!! What a relief!
But.. the nightmare was not over yet..
all too soon..
my car reached a sharp corner after that..
without thinking much, i quickly turned the steering sideways..
and guess what?? i forgot to turn the steering back into it's original position! (how stupid..)
it nearly bang onto the pavement..
but luckily it didn't.. just a loud screeching sound was heard..
or else, who would be writing this blog now??
Haiz.. i really think that i should overcome my fear on driving ASAP!
or else, what's the use of spending the money to go for the driving test??
Okay.. enough of the driving thing..
The next thing.. SPM results..
it'll be released the day after tomorrow.. *shivering*
Haiz.. suffered from insomnia for one week's time because of that.. *sobxx*
hopefully i can sleep well tonight..
Gotta go now..
tatax~

BORED!!!

Haiz..
it's really boring today..
nothing much happened.
Woke up late in the morning..
the first thing i did was to head for the tv.
Later on,
i went online chatting, downloading songs and so on.
I've been repeating this daily routine since the holidays last year.
It's already been almost 3 months..
and i'm still aimless as i am now..
*sigh*
Hopefully i can find something meaningful to do..
or else, i'd surely get seriously ill because of boredom..
okay, i havta go and continue my movies now..
Bye~

Indecisive...

Well...
i hate this kind of feeling...
the examination result's gonna be out soon...
n guess wat??
i HAVEN'T EVEN made up my mind on what to study yet...

form 6?? argh! it consumes more time than the others n in fact, it's damn tough!! (from what i've heard from the others)... n can u imagine that u're still studying like a high school kid while the others have already gone working n earning $$??

A-Levels?? neh! it's all about $$ (money!)... n i can't apply for public uni so it will cost even more $$ to get into private unis...

S.A.M.?? not very clear about it... n it will also need lotsa $$ to go overseas...

matriculation?? well, it's hard to get it n even though if i get it, i'd learn much less than the others...

in brief, money is the most important factor to further our studies...
haiz... how i hope i was born with a silver spoon... but i won't mind if it's golden (kakax)
well... gotta go now... hopefully i will find my direction ASAP!