Disheartened..

What a busy day..
woke up at the crack of dawn and rushed here and there till dusk..
finally everything's done and i'm back now..
or else who'd be writing this blog?? haha..
wonder why i often feel rather depressed and down nowadays..
planned to go for a vacation not long ago..
everything is almost settled..
but who knows there came a chaos at the eleventh hour?!
you should know which country i'm talking about rite?
i wonder whether or not will the tourism company change the trip to other countries??
perhaps european countries? whoa! it would be perfectly fine! haha!
well, just ignore me.. i'm dreaming of something impossible again..
right now, i'll just pray that the situation there will be fine soon..
or else, a few thousand ringgit paid will be burnt just like that..!
okay.. enough of the trip thing now..
i also went to the hospital for the same old stuff today..
consulted the doctor and guess what?
his opinion is totally the opposite of the other doctor's view..
well, which opinion should i consider?? totally confused now..
surgery? medicine? radioiodine?
haiz.. i don't feel like thinking about it right now..
at this moment, i think i'll also just pray hard that everything will be fine..
okay.. it's kindna late now..
gonna let the stars (as if there's any..) embrace me to the land of Nod..
nitez~