Penang.. here i come..

Guess what..
I'm back! but only for a few days..
such a sudden huh? well.. it's all because of the stupid measles i had..
have to be "quarantined" at home..
hmm.. should i feel depressed as i would miss one week's lesson??
i think i should more or less feel a lil sad..
but hey!! i'm HOME! i can do whatever i like now..
and i don't havta stare at those lecturers for the entire day!!
WOOHOO..
but what about those assignments??
neh.. let it be! but wait till i go back to the campus..
i'll suffer like hell for sure..
and you know what..
it's the first time for me to take a bus from Pahang to Penang ALONE!
gosh! now only i realize the importance of a company..
'cause wherever i go, i havta keep an eye on my belongings just in case someone would steal it..
hmm.. am i thinking too much?
well.. prevention is better than cure right..
okay.. i havta go right now..
just to get some REST..
hey.. we havta listen to the doctor's advice right?? :p

Hectic..

Gosh! finally i can on9..
it's already my third week in Pahang..
life here is really hectic..
especially during the orientation week..
it was like HELL..
we had to wake up at 4 in the morning..
yet we could only go to sleep at 12 midnight!
waking up as a panda everyday just didn't feel good at all..
after the orientation week, though we can have enough sleep..
our schedule is really packed..
packed with lectures, lessons, tutorials and assignments..
haiz.. how i wish i can have 48 hours per day..
and you know what..
i applied for bio but i got physics instead..!
already tried appealing but it failed..
what the heck?!
hmm.. think positively..
maybe it's not a bad thing after all..
'cause by taking physics, we will have more options after we've graduated right..
okie.. i'll just stop here..
library's gonna close soon..
sayonara~~~

Farewell..

Well.. i guess it'll be my last post..
before i go to Pahang..
kindna sad though..
but we havta appreciate the opportunities given to us right..
gonna start my journey now..
so goodbye guys.. *with tears*
wish everyone luck in their future..
i will surely miss you all..
but i think the thing i miss the most..
will be the air-con in my room..
hey.. there won't be any air-con in the hostel!
okay.. i really havta go right now..
take care everyone~~~
:(

An interesting trip~

Sawadeekap~~
just came back from thailand..
so exhausted and kindna dizzy right now after boarding the plane..
so i'll just let the photos tell the story..


Day 1:


Departed.. such a nice view huh?

arrived at the Bangkok's airport.. the name? Suvarnabhumi airport.. sounds familiar huh?

Day 2:

reached the botanic resort in Chiang Mai early in the morning..

one of the pupae in the small butterfly farm at the botanic resort..

we're now at the Maesa Elephant Camp..

saw a camera crew filming a thai series or perhaps movie in the elephant camp by coincidence.. cool huh?

the "fifth leg" of the elephant.. wakaka..

believe it or not.. elephants playing football.. wow!!

an elephant painting a nice piece of drawing.. genius!

the monkey show.. such a cute monkey huh? his name is lucky..

the shuang long miao (double dragon temple) in Chiang Mai..

feasting our belly with the emperor's meal in Kantoke Palace..

we enjoyed the performance while dining in the Kantoke Palace..

Day 3:















the highest hotspring in thailand..

gosh! it's really hot in there..

the White Temple in Chiang Rai, Thailand.. beautiful..

the performance of the akhas in the village.. in the past, whenever a female akha reached fifteen, they have to "sacrifice" their virginity to the kamnan (ketua kampung)..







the two sculptures are actually made to avoid the evils..

visited the Long Neck Karen Village.. guess what? the kayans have to wear the brass neck coils on their necks whenever they reached five.. and the brass neck coils are really heavy.. the purpose of wearing the neck rings is cultural identity..

the Golden Triangle..

we're now at Laos.. the immigration office there is just like a small hut..

the welcome drink in Laos.. eww, i didn't even dare to touch it..

we're just a stone's throw away to Myanmar.. it's actually just a river away to reach there.. however, due to the time factor, we didn't manage to go there that time.. *sigh*

Day 4:

guess what.. it's actually a toilet.. nice huh?

the performance of the beluga whale in the Marine Park.. cute..

the fake floating market.. haha!

the "tombstone village".. hehe.. it's actually the scene from the cowboy show.. the sound effects are brilliant..

the Safari World in Thailand.. it's HUGE!

Day 5:

the temple of the Emerald Buddha.. it's really eye-catching huh?

the Chatuchak weekend market.. it's damn hot there.. if i'm not mistaken, it's like 40 degree celcius or maybe higher during the afternoon!

Day 6:

watching the traditional performance..

an elephant riding a bicycle.. charming..

it's a tiger.. and it's a REAL one!! Whoa! can't believe i dare to touch it.. its fur just feels like the dog fur..

an OBESSED orang utan.. aww.. how cute! ^^

Day 7:

after we checked out from the hotel, we went back from Thailand..
that's all i wanna write for today..
kopkunkap~

puzzled, perplexed, CONFUSED!

Well.. juz checked through the net a few days ago and found out that i got selected for the matriculation programme..
hmm.. am i lucky to get selected for the programme?
i don't really think so..
'cause.. i was selected to the pahang campus!
yup.. it's PAHANG!!
gosh! it's like 8-9 hours's journey to reach there from where i live..
@#*$&*#@$!!
now i'm confused..
should i forget about the matrik thing and go for form6?
or should i go for it since it's a safer path to further my studies?
and by the way, it only takes a year to complete matriculation..
but hey.. it's in pahang you know! *sigh*
can't really make up my mind right now..
well.. hopefully i can make my decision soon..
but most probably i'll choose matrik lar..
though it's really really far away..
who to blame..? blame my fate then..
sure gonna miss everything and everyone in penang..
sobxx.. ;(


Can you see the distance?!! gosh!!

Disheartened..

What a busy day..
woke up at the crack of dawn and rushed here and there till dusk..
finally everything's done and i'm back now..
or else who'd be writing this blog?? haha..
wonder why i often feel rather depressed and down nowadays..
planned to go for a vacation not long ago..
everything is almost settled..
but who knows there came a chaos at the eleventh hour?!
you should know which country i'm talking about rite?
i wonder whether or not will the tourism company change the trip to other countries??
perhaps european countries? whoa! it would be perfectly fine! haha!
well, just ignore me.. i'm dreaming of something impossible again..
right now, i'll just pray that the situation there will be fine soon..
or else, a few thousand ringgit paid will be burnt just like that..!
okay.. enough of the trip thing now..
i also went to the hospital for the same old stuff today..
consulted the doctor and guess what?
his opinion is totally the opposite of the other doctor's view..
well, which opinion should i consider?? totally confused now..
surgery? medicine? radioiodine?
haiz.. i don't feel like thinking about it right now..
at this moment, i think i'll also just pray hard that everything will be fine..
okay.. it's kindna late now..
gonna let the stars (as if there's any..) embrace me to the land of Nod..
nitez~

Redbox..

Haiz.. I'm so exhausted and sleepy now..
just came back from redbox and finished "ruining" my voice box..
so i think i won't be able to speak tomorrow..??
but nevermind.. at least i really had fun today.
it was in fact a very memorable gathering..
we sang, we chatted and of course, we had a nice meal in secret recipe..
hmm.. i wonder when will we have the chance to gather again..
hopefully it won't be long..
and one more thing..
i'm really sorry to those who didn't get to sing much just now..
cause i was like holding the mic for the entire day (maybe not all the time but for most of the time i guess).. paiseh oo.. haha..
okay.. here's some photos taken today..



















guys, say cheese..!!

Sook Yee, She Yi, Yee Chuen and me~~

Met shirley there.. what a coincident.. and OMG! my face! it looks so fleshy!!

photo of the ladies..

I'm 18 now..

I just turned eighteen today..
do i look more matured??
neh.. it's just the same.. the only difference is..
my hair has grown longer ^^.. that's all..
well, is it a good thing being a mere 18 teenager??
hmm.. wait till i figure it out next time..
right now, i'll just post some of the photos taken today..

THE home-made jelly.. guess what.. the "sifu" who made it was actually ME.. cool huh? haha..

cakes and candles.. what else to expect from a traditional birthday celebration??

my cousin n my sis being silly just at the entrance..

it's me "wearing" the gift from my sis n cousin.. yup.. it's actually the t-shirt i'm wearing.. they bought it just because of the word "fat" printed at the back of it.. (-_-")

A letter to Heaven..

Dear granny,

Time really flies..
remember the last time we chatted, you were still at home, watching your favourite movie..
you were there asking me to massage your aching shoulder..
you were there cooking everyone's favourite dish in the kitchen..
you were even there quarrelling with grandpa over who's gonna be the chef in the kitchen..
those memories are still vivid in my mind..
it was like two years back..
that you left us without saying a word..
we were all grief-stricken but yet, we had to accept the fact that God wanted you back in His arms..
today, we went to your new residence as we would every year..
i'd like to tell you that we are all fine..
so, don't worry too much about us..
i suddenly thought of the phrase "you never got a chance to see how good I've done, and you never got to see me back at number one, I wish that you were here to celebrate together" as in mariah carey's song-bye bye..
but i know that you will always live in my heart, now and forever..

Your beloved grandson

i know you are elsewhere up there.. watching over us..

so sorry that we are only able to come and visit you once in a year..

Being thoughtful=Annoying..?

If we are being thoughtful and kind to the others,
does it mean that our benevolence will be appreciated by the others?
well, sad to say that it's a "no"..
okay, fine..
even if you don't appreciate it, it's still acceptable for me..
but can you please don't be doubtful about it??
i hate to say this but i think most people do..
what can be done?? this is a realistic world right?
this is a lesson i learned today..

the weather is still the same as yesterday but i'm looking at it despairingly right now..

Gloomy..

Wonder why i love the weather now..
though it's raining cats and dogs..
the breeze is very gentle..
okay.. i don't feel like typing much today..
but i took some photos so i'll post some of the photos here..

it's raining so heavily till it gets flooded in only a few minutes!

finished THREE cups of drinks in just A MEAL!! Can you believe it?!

after having my dinner in my grandpa's house, we went out to have another meal in a hawker stall again! gonna gain a few more kilograms a few days later!! *sigh*

Hmm.. i wonder when will the rain stop..